I guess in reflection what I really disliked is that I have become so old and cranky the positive attitude is finally conceeding the world is not as rosey as I see it

. I dont know why I worry really I can look out for me but who looks after those more stupid than me

(and there must be some and if only one still they deserve protection from conmen) Still we are better than we were 500 years ago and getting better hopefully.
Back to the bush and an all nighter under a clear sky is needed I think

... sigh
alex