Life is not fair!
First your expected to slave away at work for 37.5 hours a week for some hard earned reddies! Then when you really, really, are after some astronomical goodies you really want to have and have been seeking for the past 20 years, no mug out there has built one yet. yes i am referring to the 2" illuminated reticle eyepiece!!!!
Meade, celestron/synta, Mr Nagler et al....... please please listen, there is a market for one of these creations, a 9mm illuminated 2" eyepiece.
Is there a god??? (rhetorical question peoples don't go for that one, i know there is!) Why can't one of the manufacturers Mod one of their eyepieces to suit, just for me???