So I'm starting to get aperture fever again, and am looking at a 12" OTA for a mixture of planetary and DSO imaging. The criteria are for a scope that's fast, light, cheap (I know, choose any 2

). While an SCT or RC is short, they are heavy, expensive and slow. A Newtonian is fast, but long and heavy. A refractor with any aperture is fast but outrageously expensive.
So I guess I'm stuck with a "short" Newtonian at f/4, but the GSO versions do not have a good reputation at holding collimation, the SkyWatcher is heavy and the one I'd really like, the TS Optics carbon fibre is pretty expensive (even shipping to Australia is $A1000

). Any then there's the extra cost for a coma corrector etc.
What am I missing? Are there any other manufacturers of carbon fibre Newtonians in a 12" diameter that are any good?
Thanks, Andrew