You all know my little miseries because I am silly enough to tell them all.
And so I have an up side I share with you.
A lady turned up sortta lost and ended up camping on my land... she is an astrologer and wants to observe with me...simply for her astrological interests... but how good is that... company of a night...it is hard to constantly hear my future from her as determined by my birthday and how a naughty planet er Pluto (why raise the fact it has been demoted) is influencing most all I do....but how nice to know I am poised on something really big ...no doubt she is referring to the universal acceptance of the Push Gravity Universe and my elevation to the heights of a pioneer of the new physics on gravity...
It is spinning me out in one way, but in another I am enjoying her company even though I really dont buy anything she talks about...still if she were an astrophysisist I guess I would still disagree with most all she says..but somehow I enjoy being able to let her run with her interests and just appreciate the fact that another human..a dam attractive one at that...is happy to share something with me.
It is so hard to move on.. I miss my daughter so I appreciate anything that soothes my pain.
But I hope all sees the funny side given our "cat and dog" relationship with astrologers.
I find it so funny that she is into astrology and my mate is into the tarot cards....but I have learnt something ... folk can get focused on stuff maybe even me..gravity for example...
Anyways I dont think it will go anywhere but I am not worried for I am now the most eligible available man in these here parts... Debbie has a short list that I also have to go thru...
But I am happy..it is confusing for me to be happy as a result of something so intangible and to entertain talk about fortune telling..well its not my thing.
Thanks everyone for your kind thoughts and support.
roll with the flow I guess..I must get up your way sometime alex
Group one wouldn't let us play footy at Tabulam in the late 80's
due to the unfortunate death of a spectator in a sideline 'arguement' .
Took a couple of years but we did play up there in time and smacked them turtle divers
..eventually ..
Thanks to everyone for the kind thoughts.
Nothing will come of it but she is a blessing in so far as it takes my mind off my loss.... but she has got me spinning and I feel like a kid who has just discovered girls are not that bad.
As to being opposites I am not so sure..she is crazy and I know I am.. she is the first greenie I have met who sees global warming as a front for the NPower lobby.. many say that is a crazy notion but on that we agree,
What I would like to say is how much I appreciate this site and all my friends here... I know what I write is available for the world to see if they care to look and so one must wonder why I can bear my insides and all my pain....but I know that although there will be folk who will silently be happy that I too can have problems I also know that most folk are kind and caring ...and somehow sharing my thoughts gets them out of my head....thats why I write about gravity at Shawn's site...can you imagine what it is like to have the stuff I write about just running around in your head...so I thank this site (and Shawn's site) and particularly the folk who must read thru what I write simply to see if it can go to air..the moderators...poor folk what work I put to them...and I thank those who take the time to send a personal note and the synchronicity that sees such notes arrive when most needed.
Yes maybe...well I am happy to announce a major mood swing on my part...I get them and can see them come and go.....
I have been spending most of my time somehow running into this lady.
.. er every day it seems...
she turned up the "two lovers" when she did her own tarot card reading when we were at my friends place(..the ethical reader) ...its a whole other world folks believe me: shrug:
..but I can visit that world and be accepted it seems...
...........Anyways at 7-30 am next morning she walks 3 klms to my house from the camp she set up to discuss the cards... well I may have said too much or maybe too little but she stayed all day...
these ladies can move fast on you if they like you eh..thats the second time in a week she has woke me up..and she never stayed there but at her camp....anyways we had a nice rainy day in front of the open fire, I had to try different teas etc...she got the wood for the open fire...my dog near killed hers ...but its always the kids in new relationships isnt it?
She knows heaps of science, litrature, really well read, suggested a trip down the Clarence in the cat (I may be getting a small one) us together for like 6 months she must think I can be a good friend if she can imagine so long on a boat together... Speaks other languages, has travelled everywhere, lived alone in most interesting places...she even wants to come to Sydney... but she is one of these man hater types so I get the blame for every war etc on the planet...I dont care just get me some more wood please...........
And she has now met all the girls in my coffee set... she must be ok they are already finding things wrong with her... and another friend has set aside a small flat for me if I need to get away and I think that is so nice that she did that for me..and she likes the new lady and approves ...
So if there is any value in this post it must be that there is always hope and finally the Universe will delivery exactly what you ask for..you just have to ask.... and so I say thank you Universe thank you very much.
So that be but the tip of my ice berg thoughts........
So on the bright side she has so much going for her... the test will be who tries to change who.
... she is an astrologer and wants to observe with me
...simply for her astrological interests
... but how good is that
... company of a night
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she walks 3 klms to my house from the camp she set up to discuss the cards
