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Thank you Pete, thank you Nik, thank you Martin, thank you Scott and thank you Jeanette.
I cant tell you how much I appreciate seeing the kindness expressed when someone posts their encouraging words..it eases the loneliness my situation generates.
I am totally ok with my lot...we all die its just that I have had a little reminder..
Finishing my observatory and my park by the dam now plays such an important part in things as getting all that done notwithstanding my physical limitations leaves me with a wonderful feeling of achievement and so erases any feeling of " if only I did this or that"...I can honestly say there is nothing left on my bucket list ...so it is all good...and if possible I think I am enjoying each day and the smallest experience more than ever before.
I can not think of another human as lucky as me.
I leave hospital tomorrow so we can say 3 weeks devoted to the matter, three weeks of clear skies which I was not concerned about.
Changing my dressing will be a pain if they cant organise a nurse to call by...two trips a week to doctor for blood tests, they are making appointment with specialists for the next stage of treatment. My X has taken my bed from the observatory and set it up in her dining room and be there for me...so all good..I will spend more time with my X, my daughter, her cat ( who I love) and her pet chicken...who is living in a cage in the house...such a cute little thing I feel happy when I see it.
Each day is perfect.
Thanks again you have no idea how much each of your posts cheer me up.
Alex
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