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Thanks to all.
I feel a little shaken today as it was a very close call when you think about it...it caused me to think of all the close calls in my life and one realises how lucky one can be...skin diving, racing bikes, car accidents, things happening after you left that place...And my mate who went a month ago..his story was he had "a turn" and he just died when they got him to hospital..so that was playing on my mind cause I was thinking of the parallels in that he had cancer in the neck ..anyways I survived and he didnt...I think I was feeling his loss cause I later got very emotional.
I have the blood pressure unit and report the results to the doctor.
I was so looking forward to window shopping at Harvey Norman with my daughter but instead put her thru a terrible experience thinking I would die in her arms...but somehow it was nice having her careing for me... I wanted to lay on the floor and everyone said no the ambulance people wont be able to pick you up..but I knew that was what I needed and later when that account was related to the doctor he said...well thats the best thing you can do..next time ( next time???) let him lay on the floor...And man I got so emotional I was crying at the drop of a hat..so unlike me and it was so very confusing but it seemed there was nothing I could do...like it doesnt worry me from what others think but it seemed so odd is all..and Lismore Base Hospital ...what a wonderful place and wonderful people I am so lucky to be able to go there...and surprising the folk who knew me from my last visit..blood tests and something at Casino Hospital today..and my dear X drives me and looks after me ..it is funny when people ask the relationship..the term carer is so handy...what a magnificent human, there is not another like her..so I gave her my bank card and said see if you can spend all of it...thanks for listening you are all wonderful people I love you all.
Alex
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