Thanks for your responses guys, just a bit dazed by it all last night.
I'm genuinely good with all this, and see this whole process as a new start, maybe the change needs run a bit deeper than just my health.
Simmo, you're absolutely right, i probably should have seen it coming, it's just such an alien way for me think, I forgot personal assurances mean nothing in that environment
Thanks for your comments guys, and for keeping it positive
Cheers
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