Does observing trigger agoraphobia?
Sometimes I used to get scared looking out into the big open sky at night.
Once one is consicous of all the empty space between one and the galaxies, well it almost seems like one is about to 'fall into it'.
I have another agrophobic experience from distorted mirrors.
I am terrified of what may be seen.... IN BETWEEN FOCUSING ON AN ACCURATE IMAGE. That is, a quantum mechanical apparition.
I often have someone focus a star for me and THEN I can observe.
An out of focus star swooning into vision can sometimes terrify me as I see this big lumbering disc coming at me.
I don't always feel like this. More when I Was younger.
Anyone else feel like this?
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