I can totally relate to that. Had the same feeling last night. I set-up for a very anticipated first light with my new cam under
clearish skies, focused, guiding, 3..2...1... clouds! And it looks like they're here to stay until well into next week. I kept one 5s sub (focus sub). I'm going to frame it as it looks like it's the only one I'm going to get for a little while.