Best thing to do is take a break. Then when you get back into the swing of things build yourself a permanent setup, so you don't have to go dragging everything around.
If you sell all your stuff now, you're going to regret it in 6 month or so when you come to want to use it again. Plus, if you're feeling guilty about anything, like you said, you're going to feel cheesed off with the family and yourself when you come to get back into the swing of things and you can't because you sold everything. Then you'll resent everyone for making you feel that way.
It sounds like what you need is a long holiday and a break from everything.
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