Alex;
Interesting. I find it fascinating that you keep gravitating (

) back to a particles only view of it all, when there are so many other ways of looking at it.
At the moment, the particle view results in problems when considering the 'big picture', which is why mainstream scientists have developed the other concepts.
Why don't you follow that same path ? (I'm interested in why you are reluctant to move out of the hole made plainly visible by quantum mechanics' present boundaries. I mean, its your choice … so why not take the plunge ?).
Cheers