Hi Jenny;
You don't have to feel sad … you can choose to be sad, or you can choose to be overjoyed at being the first …
We can't change what may be, and we're trying to find out what else there is !
The journey is worth the effort and we may end up being
not alone ! We won't know, if we don't look !
The Monkeys Theorem is fascinating. I'm writing a post about it but its very tricky.
Wish me luck.
Cheers