I had the best day since yesterday
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I spent time with my X and my daughter and there is nothing more important than that for me...I wish I could be better and have more time but I get more than I probably deserve...
later I enjoyed the pub food,(they treat me so good and give me the best) so I did not have to cook etc...I did not have to go home to possibly face the crazy lady...she is out there but I manage not to see her... and I won so many games of pool its like I could do it for a living...and it was not the wins but the shots I pulled off during the games that was so good...
I love being good at stuff but pool is so good because so many think they are good at it , fancy themselves and to beat those posers is always cool....and I collected on a place bet just as my ready cash ran out at the bar...so the party went on, I came back here for a rest before going to the next one but I will make it a short night cause I get to see my daughter again in the morning.. that is all that matters these days...but best of all I am still alive and having the best time..something many medical professionals said would not be so, I told them I would not die simply because they said I should or could... anyways who cares what the superstitions say, luck is what you make it and I make my own all good ..it all comes down to forgeting that crap and going for it... I wont let stuff guide my day ever... as Chopper says..."any day you are not in the ground is a good day"... and I respect that wisdom even if the man has no ears.
I never want to wake up dead...
alex