Have you heard of "The Law of Attraction", Varclav?
It's general premise is that you attract into your life whatever you think, or focus on, whether consciously or unconciously.
If you think you are cursed, if you think your life is one disaster after another, if you think you will only pick duds, then that is all you can reasonably expect.
If you want Varclav, I can send you a brand new, shrinkwrapped, 2-CD Set of "The Secret", by Rhonda Byrne. It will teach you how to change your mindset so you can expect and attract positive things into your life. I normally sell it for $20, but I'll send it to you free of charge. I'll pay for postage too.
Just send me a PM if you are interested.