Hey Leon,
People say, "Time heals all."
That may be true. Eventually you cope better and the unfortunate memory becomes just that. A kind of scar. We go back to living our lives and accept the past. Life goes on.
Its good for you Leon that you have made a start to heal. That is the hardest part. Now you can progress.
In June last year my 18 month old Grand Daughter drowned. I was a mess for a while. I recovered. So Leon it does happen, you will feel better, it just takes time.
Cheers Marty
I ask members not to respond about my Grand Daughter. The memory depresses me.