Don't sweat it mate.
I seem to recall that I spent about 6 months fretting myself sick over a decision.
All will be well in the end.
In the mean time, get a planisphere (available from most good book shops) or download the free Stellarium software and practice some naked eye viewing. Or borrow somebodies binoculars (you must know someone who has a pair) and introduce yourself to the night sky gently.
You are about to have sky-loads of fun!