Good thing you're doing mate! I'm only just beginning to take an interest in life again after depression - scary to think now that it could have ended a couple of time's during the last year, and i fully respect how hard it is to get over when it all seems so logical at the time. And how could something logical be an illness?
Donated to the cause a few weeks ago - my mate's 'mo has turned into a fully fledged 'chopper Reid' - looks hilarious!
Good luck to you buddy