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I see life as having seasons, and our appetite to pursue any interest, such as our Noble Hobby, will wax and wane. I am aware of a number of life-long amateur astronomers who have had breaks from it, only to come back refreshed and full of new interest.
These days I often feel "full up" after a star party. Whilst I could set up in the backyard the next night, for example, it would be like having too much candy. Some self-discipline NOT to observe can be just as helpful, and serve to preserve one's interest, than pushing oneself to observe all of the time.
I can remember a time when I would get up every morning at 3am in the hope that the sky was clear, and I could get a few hours in with the Mary Rose before sunrise. It did not last long - how could it? Now once or twice per week leaves my thirst well quenched, and allows for a little more balance in life.
My love of astronomy has settled down to a constant thing now....some highs, some quiet times. The deep abiding joy is still there. Sometimes, it is the thought of a late night observing, as much as an actual late night of observing, which brings a sparkle to my eyes.
I hope, Dave, you can find the passion again. Maybe a break would do you good?
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