Thank you my friends. I am sorry that I broke down... I try so hard.. I have swallowed all my pride and plead guilty to crimes I would never consider... and yet I can not get the least bit of recognition or appreciation... and it hurts ... I should not have said anything but now I have I guess I have no regret because I found the fact that someone even cared enough to pull me up....
on the positive I am moving on... already the ladies are lining up (he wishes).
Tomorrow my mate whose house I am looking after should return ..maybe with a mission to sail a boat from the South... and you can bet I am going to bring it back to Byron or Balina...
I went to the pub tonight and it was neat.. I used to hate folk cornering me for advice but tonight I was happy to give it freely... nice to have some recognition and appreciation ...
Thank you everyone I really sincerly appreciate each of you taking the time to sooth another human..you are all very decent people. Thank you.
alex
