[xelasnave]

It has been over a week since the hernia operation and geez I dont feel very flash...
It was so clear the night after and the night after that and as I get closer to a recovery and some viewing maybe the clouds just keep building ...
AND I have fallen out with everyone in my real world (family) and am truly alone..
So thats why I ramble.. physical pain and mental pain beyond what I can take...and still one must.

So this is my way of saying sorry to those folk I upset here..
I know what I must come over like and simply hope my misery is not taken personally by anyone.

alex