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If you think of the complete opposite to the chacter I present these days you have an idea of who I was.. perfectionist does not really describe the old me..it was way past that..there was perfection and then the improvement on that.. very sad in retrospect ..but now everything I build for example has to be only a proto type as still if any small error creeps in I would have thrown it out..now I can live with imperfection ..one of the reasons I dont worry about spelling.. or even to look at what I wrote is because I have to avoid the worry if you see what I mean.. my way of saying I have the problem in control..
Still I can be a little difficult in some areas but I know no one has noticed so far
alex
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