There's another "praise be" to think of Alex. As I said to my uncle and a few others in the same situation....."How many chances do you think you are going to get?...."
It's like being told to knock off work early....I only need to be told once...
I've been close to death only once and my thoughts were not where they should have been, given that I had about 2 minutes of life left and I could see the end. Terrifying.
Not terrified of dying anymore because of that.
Baz