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OK it seems that my earlier call was more correct than not...I have had a long chat with my Oncologists assistant who advised I have disk prolapse which explains the pain and she went thru what they may or may not do but where the cancer scare came from was there is a reason why it happened and that reason may be cancer ...why not say that and not frighten an old man terrified of pain and dieing...well I am not terrified but heck imagine how most sane people would take that original comment...a good reason to slash your wrists for goodness sake...so cancer would now seem rather remote... cancer is not off the table but given the fact that relatively recently I put in an additional two piers...some 50 plus bags of concrete and driving some forty odd star pickets into the ground I think it is not unreasonable to suspect that some where those projects have caused the disk problem...OK wishful thinking but that is my call on the matter.. also cancer should have showed some how in the blood tests ... So I think I am being rational, measured and somewhat objective...
But now they have backed off doing the MIR and want to discharge me but my lift has gone and given she did not get home until 1-30 am after hanging around yesterday and today was a big shop day with many other things on her to do list and as they said I would be getting a MIR and them saying that I would not be going home today...well...the fact that other folk have plans and things to do seems list on them...
Anyways I am staying so the sooner they fit my Reality the better for them.... now I have just got news that the assistant who was to return and tell me what is going on merely left a note on my file .. but the deal is pain killer and physio...oh they now have told me the hospital ate getting me a taxi home...so what an exciting day and a lot better outcome than I was playing in my mind.
Thanks for listening and and thanks for all the support .
Gotta go so be prepared for an edit later.
Alex
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