[xelasnave]

My radiation treatment is finished ..12 sessions in all.

AND I treated the experience as an adventure and it was really neat living in a town house for a while...I was surprised at how quiet it was which goes against my preconceptions.

I must admit that when I discovered the new lump on my neck and found it growing at a very fast rate I was somewhat disheartened as having gone thru a great deal health wise and coming out ok the lump caused me to become demotivated to a degree...and it is only now that I can see that it effected me more than I realised at the time because now that it is over I am back to my very positive self...I feel terrific which is all that counts...I don't care when I go but I don't want to feel sad and there is never a good reason to be sad and there are millions worse off...but just listen to the folk who can't live thru high fuel prices or other minor stuff..wimps.

I am so lucky to have such a good attitude...I talk to a friend who is a conspiracy theorist who believes the world will crash..a preper...and that 90% of vacinated folk will soon die and talking to him makes me realise how sad it is to have everything that should make him happy but he suffers such terrible delusion. I prove that he has been lied to but sadly facts do not change a delusional belief..

Anyways I made this post to let those of you know who wonder how things are going for me know that everything is really good...although my eq5 needs a pull down, the RASA cabling needs to be redone, and I really need to retro fit a new pier...how good just to have those few problems.

Just think my universe does not contemplate horror and conspiracy but it is alongside one that does.

I really get sick of hearing folk grizzle ...the fact is we have never had it so good..200 years ago the average income was half of the accepted poverty rate today...I could go on but those who are educated know the truth and those who are ignorant unfortunately make that choice.

Thanks for listening.

alex