[xelasnave]

I don't even go outside...I am that depressed.
My father died as some of you know and frankly the loss is beyond what I can bear...he was the man.
No better human had ever lived .. kind, patient and powerful beyond comprehension...I wish I could be half of who he was.
And so it's hard..I see a YouTube video ....show it to Dad..but he has gone..he should still be here if there was any justice or judgement.

So..... where you are? What day is it anyways???? Please a glimpse thru binnos..anything..how is it for you?
What can you see tonight?
All I have to look forward to is a party of drunken folk with wantent ladies etc..so shallow I don't know how I will get thru it.
Alex