|
Tim it is really good that you are talking about it.
I had a complete collapse and it could have been avoided if I had simply seen my GP.
.
I decided I was too old to do what I did.
I had a real estate office and gave it up at 49 yrs
Looking back poor physical health was probably the major cause because I had to push my body beyond what it could handle.
So my advise is look at your fitness.
To work you have to be fit and even then it takes a till.
Also one can see love ones differently as if they somehow cause your condition. Just remember it's not them...that can be hard.
I once thought I was.100 per cent right but happily now I realise I was 100 per cent wrong. When I felt like you describe I saw a different reality.
I no longer have the obsessive need to be perfect, right or in control and that lack of those needs makes life somewhat perfect.
I have seen so many friends go thru this..many taking the short way out.
Never argue with spouse or workers.
State your truth clearly and don't get upset if others are not on the same page.
My relationships are all great now because I don't disagree.
It's pointless arguing as it's often against a belief..you can't win..and it doesn't matter.
I find astronomy great it gets it all in perspective..we are here for but a blink and really of little importance so why worry.
|