Gollum like internal struggles aside eg:
"Musn't take it....
But it's my precious!...
No! you've done it to death...
but it's so precious.....arrrg....
"
In the end I figured, I really needed to try the new toy with this old standard.
Fortunately it didn't take a lot of telescope time. I think I can move on...well.....maybe..
The link is here