Thanks Doug
This thread has certainly developed from when I revived it in post No. 9! I'm glad the thread is being found most useful in its resuscitation
All of this has been a learning experience for me too. Starting with blind faith, to questioning, to new realizations - and then try to convey this the best way I can. It's a process. I've learned a hell of a lot from 2012 when I first made a post in this thread. And I'm not doing this on my own. I have had a lot of help too. And I'm sure I'm going to learn a hell of a lot more too as time goes on.